A whirlwind of dread

It's almost 11 am and I've already cleaned and vacuumed, fed the kids, read scriptures, talked on the phone, cleaned some more, worked on a little care package, cut the boys hair... gotta keep busy...

Maybe if I do I'll stop thinking about how much today sucks.

Maybe if I keep today filled I'll stop dreading tonight...

when I have to say goodbye to my Marci.