What am I afraid of?

I don't know why I've felt like I should keep this a secret.
I'm a little embarrassed, but don't know why.
It's likely I won't make it past the first cut, even the best don't.
Does that define my talent? No.
So why not?
I'm leaving Wednesday morning to audition in Chicago for this TV show!
Can't you see the headline... 29 year old mother of two makes the top 20!
I can!!!
I'll be in a crowd of energy-pumping dancers, all passionate about the same thing, high on adrenaline, all with the same goal.
It should be quite the adventure!
And, with no kids I look forward to a few good nights of sleep!